dont care any longer
I had loved him. He had let me feel the love that was real, the kind of happiness he had given me. I was only able to see the truth in his eyes and the way his actions showed. Everything seemed so vague. I failed to hear the words I still needed to hear, but still I kept going. For those times we were spending time together, we were spending every second as a precious one. It was like I was afraid for time, wherein like him is nowhere to be found. I had love him for who he is, the real him, despite of his imperfections. But those feelings he did not know, it was only kept within me. I was not able to tell him how I really feel; even though it hurts, still I hide it. I was scared to lose the friendship we had. But how come now his gone, do not know how his life going. We just parted ways but I was not thinking it will all end up by that. By this time, I do not feel that he still care. I was hurt so much by the way he fails to remember those happy moments I have treasured. However, I need to move on. He is now part of my past, the past that contributes a change in my life. Maybe we are not meant for each other, that another someone deserves better. I need to face life the way I know I should be. There will be no one like him but someone might be special and better than him, who can love me back the way I will love him. It hurts but as what my friends are telling me, time will heal and someone will heal.
