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Friday, October 14, 2005
sometimes it hurts, but it's a good hurt...
I have never felt any physical pain stronger than the emotional pain that I live with. Pain -- in my eyes, I am not supposed to feel it. When I was little and I would get hit or bashed, or bruised, pain there is unclear, but after that I stopped feeling it. I cut my leg and just look at it, but feel no pain. Sometimes it's scary. There was a time I almost feel numb. Not at first. When I begin to feel the pain, it's almost as if I finally realize that I am alive and have any feelings at all. That's when I stop . . . when I begin to feel ANYTHING. (^_'^)
loving me
*____[I]*[miss]*[youuu]____*
*__beloved]x[PAZZ__*
----i love reading your messages here---
*_Dear beloved diary, ......
*_i've been missing a guy sho much day after day.
*_i almost dream of him everyday.
*_when`eva i saw him, my heart gonna drop out.
*_do this..... counted as.... love?...... please give me the answer...siggh.
*_i guess.... im in love with him.
*_im waiting for his call day after day... ... ...
*_im gonna freeze from the coldness he gave me.
*_is he stl gonna be there for me?...does he stl care for me? sighh.. .. .. ...
... ... .. from, (PAZ)...
