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Monday, March 13, 2006
it hurts...

  • trying to hide what you really feel
  • fighting for that one thing that would make you happy
  • trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes
  • loving a person too much
  • having the right love at the wrong time
  • thinking of him every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he never ever think a single thought of you.....
  • letting go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper
  • holding back only to find out when its too late, you both felt the same way but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out
  • falling in love with someone you didn't mean to fall in love with
  • the waiting also hurts like hell
  • pretending you're OK when inside you're dying
  • pretending to be strong and recognizing your weakness
  • pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love.....
  • being in love....
  • admitting that you love someone despite his imperfections
  • finding out that the more you try to hate him, the more you end up loving loving him, perhaps more than before


loving me [10:17 PM]
*____[I]*[miss]*[youuu]____*



i hate this!
Ohhh...my sensitive heart is upset again. How can I overcome this weakness of mine? I can't work it out. Help me pleeease..?!! I feel bad at nonsense thing this morning. I can hardly understand why..?? Am I this fed-up? Ohh...huhuh...so shocking.

loving me [9:48 PM]
*____[I]*[miss]*[youuu]____*








]]_about*me_[[
Nick-
*paz/pae/pash/pacitz/pacing*
AgE-
*18` 2005*
sCho0l-
*MAPUA School of IT*
e mail/ym-
*snow_princess1886@yahoo.com*
friendster-
*hermione_649@yahoo.com*
*_my pic_*


__XLikesX__-
*dancin, acting, strolling, mall hoppin, interesting books, music, adventures.. sincere & loving people.*
__xDislikesx__-
*people who hate me...*



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06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006




*__beloved]x[PAZZ__*
----i love reading your messages here---
*_Dear beloved diary, ...... *_i've been missing a guy sho much day after day. *_i almost dream of him everyday. *_when`eva i saw him, my heart gonna drop out. *_do this..... counted as.... love?...... please give me the answer...siggh. *_i guess.... im in love with him. *_im waiting for his call day after day... ... ... *_im gonna freeze from the coldness he gave me. *_is he stl gonna be there for me?...does he stl care for me? sighh.. .. .. ... ... ... .. from, (PAZ)...